Patiently I’m waiting for your arrival. It’s what I rely on for survival. You’re the kind that only happens once a week. Sadly, some of the others are kind of bleak. On the first I long for you like no other. It’s a stretchy wait so why even bother? It’s quite simple you’re worth it, like a virgin. You’re important to everyone, including a surgeon. Never have I expressed my deepest love for anyone. It’s [...]

Learned no values. Life was bad news. Survival was extremely hard. When living in a cloud of fart. No soul to take care of me. All that’s left was sympathy. Family became my worst enemy. Friends never were a certainty. To kill or be killed was my motto. Till that day I won some kind of lotto. It was the brand you only get once. Time to prove I was no dunce. I was saved [...]

The night was young. We were plenty creative. There was still time to enjoy. At the party he searched for more. In less than five minutes we swallowed “kindness”. The euphoria made the world more colourful. The ecstasy made our love the greatest ever. After a while I was running low on gas. I refueled with the magic powder instead. Never have I seen so many colours. If this was hell, I didn’t want to [...]

Fell into a pit of darkness. Couldn’t bear losing sunshine. The light is not to blame. My carelessness speaks for itself. After losing brightness I notice what I’ve become. This light I will never recover. Tardiness guaranteed lost opportunities. Contentment will return with new illumination. Yet again happiness will in no way be the same. Blog this!Bookmark on DeliciousDigg this postRecommend on FacebookTip on HyvesShare via MySpaceshare via RedditShare with StumblersTweet about itPrint for laterTell [...]

Melancholy it is. Happiness it was. I feel frozen in time. The verdict is in. Depression it is. Popping pills is the cure. Organ failure may be the future. I feel frozen within the prior motionless state. Doctor prescribed more remedies. It contains my inner wickedness. Months passed until my iniquity defeats treatment. Again, back I go to the cold solid form. Obscurity rises inside my thoughts. Control is no longer within my reach. Time [...]

I have no other place to turn. I have no one else to share this with. “Words” became my primary consolation. It has been fourteen weeks since I last heard your voice. Ninety-eight days have gone by since I’ve seen your face. I haven’t kissed you in two thousand fifty-two hours. One hundred forty-one thousand hundred twenty minutes passed by since I felt your touch. Imprinted in my mind are the beautiful moments we shared. [...]

Like a Rose in a vase, you’re a fantasy worth to make. From the bottom of my heart, I have to play one last card. It’s the only way I can make you mine, in fact I will love you till the end of time. Now I’m gazing at the stars, in search of the planet Mars. I’m strongly looking for something, that will amaze you my darling. I will give you everything you ask, [...]

Yes Sir! No Sir! Have to fight them. Have to fight it. Under stress. Do they know? Can they tell? Think they suspect. No hoes for me. No woman waiting. Just family. No friends. How much longer? I’m pushing thirty. Want to be happy. Want to be me. Don’t ask. Don’t tell. Yes Sir! No Sir! Blog this!Bookmark on DeliciousDigg this postRecommend on FacebookTip on HyvesShare via MySpaceshare via RedditShare with StumblersTweet about itPrint for [...]

Hidden from the world I know. Reluctantly I must do as I’m told. Doesn’t matter what I think. My beliefs are not valid here. I prayed while gazing at the stars. Every night I ask God for a save return.   It’s my second visit to hell. Don’t see the point in fighting anymore. The demons only increase in a drastic manner. While the angels keep falling from heaven. We are fighting a war that [...]

Our friendship was meant to be, its creation was in an instant. Yet its bond is much stronger and is the kind that only grows fonder. It was destined for you to stay that year; otherwise you wouldn’t be my dear. Let me be clear that if measured, you are the one most treasured. Within my immense sea of contacts, you’re the only one I propose no contracts. Simply trust is what you inspire, it’s [...]

Dark thoughts, Bright stars Broken home, Stolen dreams Lost Souls, Driven vengeance Kind heart, Dire intentions Restless mind, Worthless life Endless tears, Many scars True sadness, Happy memories False hope, Perfect solution Seize time, Open crime Eternal fix, Perpetual sentence Blog this!Bookmark on DeliciousDigg this postRecommend on FacebookTip on HyvesShare via MySpaceshare via RedditShare with StumblersTweet about itPrint for laterTell a friend

I see, I see and I see. I hear, I hear and I hear. They are described as animals. Never will we try to understand why. What is the real reason why they are the way they are? Born with little or no chance of succeeding in life. Education probably doesn’t appear in none of the branches of their family tree. Doesn’t anyone wonder why? Why doesn’t anyone care to find out? I see, I [...]

Woke up again. Believed life’s a blessing. Everything has changed. Everyone’s changed. Life became worthless. Strapping death became life. Why not join them? What’s taking a few more? No one cares anyways. Want to be free. Free of nightmares. People don’t understand. Why should they? They didn’t lose everything and everyone in one night. You didn’t lose everything! Woke up again. Believed life’s a blessing. Blog this!Bookmark on DeliciousDigg this postRecommend on FacebookTip on HyvesShare [...]